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Hello, English Reader world. I am a Elsword and Tales of Series fan. I love Anime and Manga. I love drawing, and I listen music so epic. I read book of Manga a lots. Hope you deal with it.
I am deaf. I'm shy and kinds little bit. But be friend with me or...feel being replaced again.
I am quite depressed and anxiety, feeling lose my emotion, no hope. Nobody love me...I'm being alone in the dark forever. Losing friend who abandoned me by Rin and Mei...I hope I want to die. I have no intention to live happiness...I don't deserve love...and live anymore. I don't want to be forgotten...I hate to losing a friend who left me behind and abandoned me again...I ended up hurting myself from despair endlessly. I'm tired. I'm very tired. I don't have future anymore. I'm living in the past that I had burden. I want to die. Hopefully I hurt myself until the end...

I am fan of Elsword, fan of BRS, fan of Tales of Series xD I like to draw. :heart:

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My best idol:
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My sister:
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My close friend:
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My very dearly lost friend I loved:
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My very dearly best friend: :iconskulblakasaphira: , :iconrinyukiohara: , :iconglassfragrant: , :iconinkphoenix:
My old best friend: :iconneoruki: , :iconinkphoenix:, :iconprismrein: , :iconmitarashixp: , :iconorangeboxazu: , :iconlegacyhunter: , :iconuninstall-chi: , :iconyona999: , :iconkawaii797: , :iconyushikuni: , :iconnephiliachan: , :iconthoarla: , :iconrogil717: , :iconmiraiglam: , :icontetsushi: , :icondeathlywish: , :iconfuumika: , :iconrainnight10715: , :iconxrequilein: , :iconene-takane: , :iconchibisallina: , :iconmilonar: , :iconz0n-bi: , :iconmoneyoniis: , :iconailythe: , :icondbranger09: , :iconicarusfly4: , :iconyui-me: , :iconrogishin: XD
My friend: :iconsgtsoupie: , :iconrinyukiohara: , :iconskulblakasaphira: , :iconglassfragrant:

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:bulletpink: :bulletpink: My Personal Info :bulletpink: :bulletpink:

:bulletpink: Gender: Female

:bulletblue: Age : 22

:bulletpink: Birthday: 9 April 1996

:bulletblue: Email: melanie-may@windowslive.com

:bulletpink: Hobbies: Watch Anime the best, listen english/japanese song, drawing, play facebook

:bulletblue: Favorite Food: French Fries, Taro, Cheese, Ice-cream vanilla

:bulletpink: Favorite book: Cartoon book (Manga)

:bulletblue: Favorite color: Pink, Blue, Lavender, Purple, Black and Red

:bulletpink: Fave Cartoon Characters: Nene Amano, Kiriha Aonuma, Akari Hinomoto of DXW, Airu Suzaki, Ryouma Mogami of DXW 02, Touma H. Norstein, Fujieda Yoshino of DS, BRS, Rukia Kuchiki, Ichigo Kurosaki of Bleach, Aki Izayoi of Yu-Gi-Oh 5D's, Lenalee Lee of D.Gray-man, Alice of Pandora Hearts, Momozono Love, Aono Miki, Yamabuki Inori, Higashi Setsuna of Fresh Pretty Cure, Ellen Kurokawa of Suite Pretty Cure,Uchida Sasuke,Haruno Sakura,Hatake Kakashi of Naruto Shippuden,Sakata Gintoki,Kagura,Tsukuyo,Shiroyasha,Nobume of Gintama,Erza Scarlet,Jellal Fernandes,Erza Knightwalker,Mistgun,Wendy Marvell ,Kagura Mikazuchi of Fairy Tail, Nura Rikuo of Nurarihyon no Mago, Negima, Sawada Tsunayoshi, Chrome Dokuro,Sasagawa Kyoko, Kyouga Hibari, Mukuro Rokuro, Lal Mirch,Suzuki Adelheid, Kozato Enma, Arcobaleno Yuni, Vongola Primo of KHR, BRS, DM, Chariot, BGS, STR, IBRS of Black Rock Shooter, Shana of SnS III, Miku Hatsune, Kaito of Vocaloid, Homura of Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica, Azusa of K-ON, Elsword, Aisha, Rena, Raven, Eve, Chung, Ara Han of Elsword, Dawn Warrior, Flame Wizard, Wind Archer, Night Walker, Thunder Breaker, Demon Slayer, Mercedes, Phantom, Luminous, Cygnus of MapleStory

:bulletblue: Movie: Final Fantasy 7 ACC,Gintama Movie

:bulletpink: Favorite Couple: Cloud x Tifa, Noctis x Lightning, Sasuke x Sakura, Tsuna x Kyoko, Kiriha x Nene, BRS x Dante, Yuji x Shana, Max x BS, Kaito x Miku, Machina x Rem, Ace x Deuce, Machina x Ace, Hibari x Tsuna, BRS x Miku, Max Regashi x Ruki Izayomi, Elsword x Aisha, Elsword x Eve, Chung x Lilith, Elsword x Clear

:bulletblue: Facebook: Please add me on Facebook
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:bulletpink: Twitter: twitter.com/aqualovegoddess

:bulletblue: Tumblr: tumblr.com/NeneRuki

:bulletpink: Discord: Rukichan#0870

:bulletblue: Instagram: aqualovegoddess

:bulletpink: My Elsword Character TH status
Akemi34 Lv 51 (Elsword IS)
Sakura34 Lv 39 (Aisha BM)
Ireanstar Lv 42 (Rena TR)


My daily life (being active):

Following this year...

this year, if I graduate university, I no longer be student. I'm still low artist in my life, then next year I will be sick being major depression I will feel atone for my sin, I have no reason to keep alive. I lost my two friend, Rin and Mei I loved...I want to kill myself, become sick...I lost all my emotion...I hate myself because I act much...But I want to die...just my eye became dull....

It's my fault, I made them down. They still hate me...I tried to keep going to catch them be my friend again. I want to apologize, they won't listen to me if I'm going to lose my unconscious become to major depression the reason demon was sealed into broken from my heart, I was been suffering. I don't want to get bad memories from the incidents I want to fix damaged...I was betrayed by Shigami kick me out from Tales of Cafes. and Rin kicked me out from Project Disney good memories I have spending my time with them...I wonder they still hate me, they want me no existence longer? or they want me dead?

I have no intention to keep moving forward doesn't work for me. I have no intention to keep alive...I ended up hurting myself from despair endlessly. I'm tired. I'm very tired. I don't have future anymore. I'm living in the past that I had burden. I want to die.

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Favourite Visual Artist
DXW Fanart, Elsword Fanart
Favourite Movies
Final Fantasy 7 ACC,KHR,Gintama,BRS Ova,BRS Anime
Favourite TV Shows
Digimon Xros Wars
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
New world - Twill,Stand up
Favourite Books
Cartoon Book
Favourite Writers
My dears
Favourite Games
DMO, Elsword Online
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2
Tools of the Trade
Drawing
Other Interests
Digital Arts
Join me my art server here: https://discord.com/invite/amgFptf or DM me, 星の救世主ローズ[Azu]#0870 discord >__< I know you would miss to see my art there TwT i would love to welcome you! ^v^
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Hello, it's been long time no see! I was less active in DA also... You don't know what's happening to me, I was depressed and anxiety, It's having hard times I had been suffering in my depressed and my entire life, I had been through lot pain because I lost my former friend, Tetsushi who blocked me in Discord, Twitter, Deviantart... Also I lost my happiness and energetic energy...But I have Ruki and Duke NSFW drawing who my former friend Tetsushi drew for me. I really like this drawing, but I want to apologize him.. Next time I willing to get ready for not mock him again, I don't want to hurt his feelings. That's why I want to apologize him....I tried to do my best to make him happy with my nsfw drawing sketch.... I want to make him happy I show the rest of my NSFW drawing sketch... I almost hurt my left wrist arm with cutter...I don't feel well. Everytime I was depressed and anxiety. My entire life isn't going well, I was been suffering in traumatized lose friends in the past same
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I had a lot of draw list, fuck my life! QAQ I was always forced to playing games in my laptop or my phone! ;-; I thought myself so lazy to do drawing, sorry! I will continue to drawing, I promise! ;w; Doing to draw status ongoing stuff at SAI with lineart and color!  Here's the list that makes me do. I need new laptop with more disk I swear...;w; I will make new Draw List XIII journal later. Ongoing Art Status Tales of Crestoria, Aegis, Yuna, Orwin. [100%] and Vicious [0%] Ruki all outfits together png on background! 2.2 V5 Tore Broken Outfit Dark Awaken mode (Finished) [100%] 2.3 Dark Ruki Normal Phase 1 (Finished) [100%] 2.7 Idol (Unfinished) [0%] 3.7 Ruki New Outfit (Crestoria) (Front, Side, Back and Cape Hood New Outfits + New Main Clothes design concept) (Finished) [70%] 4.1 TOF 2019 Paint Outfit (Unfinished) [0%] 4.2 Duke and Ruki couple at TOF 2019 Paint [0%] 4.3 Dark Ruki Final True Form UnEnding Phase 2 complete design + Mask (Unfinished) [0%] 4.4 Bravely Star member
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Hi!! Thanks for the fav! And I like your style is so cute ; ;!!

Have a nice day!

Awww You're welcome and thank you so much! >v>

You're welcome! owo

Thank you so much! QwQ
:star: Merry Christmas! :star:
:heart: I hope you have a wonderful holiday! :heart:
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