Hello, English Reader world. I am a Elsword and Tales of Series fan. I love Anime and Manga. I love drawing, and I listen music so epic. I read book of Manga a lots. Hope you deal with it.
I am deaf. I'm shy and kinds little bit. But be friend with me or...feel being replaced again.
I am quite depressed and anxiety, feeling lose my emotion, no hope. Nobody love me...I'm being alone in the dark forever. Losing friend who abandoned me by Rin and Mei...I hope I want to die. I have no intention to live happiness...I don't deserve love...and live anymore. I don't want to be forgotten...I hate to losing a friend who left me behind and abandoned me again...I ended up hurting myself from despair endlessly. I'm tired. I'm very tired. I don't have future anymore. I'm living in the past that I had burden. I want to die. Hopefully I hurt myself until the end...
I am fan of Elsword, fan of BRS, fan of Tales of Series xD I like to draw.
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My Personal Info
Gender: Female
Age : 22
Birthday: 9 April 1996
Email: melanie-may@windowslive.com
Hobbies: Watch Anime the best, listen english/japanese song, drawing, play facebook
Favorite Food: French Fries, Taro, Cheese, Ice-cream vanilla
Favorite book: Cartoon book (Manga)
Favorite color: Pink, Blue, Lavender, Purple, Black and Red
Fave Cartoon Characters: Nene Amano, Kiriha Aonuma, Akari Hinomoto of DXW, Airu Suzaki, Ryouma Mogami of DXW 02, Touma H. Norstein, Fujieda Yoshino of DS, BRS, Rukia Kuchiki, Ichigo Kurosaki of Bleach, Aki Izayoi of Yu-Gi-Oh 5D's, Lenalee Lee of D.Gray-man, Alice of Pandora Hearts, Momozono Love, Aono Miki, Yamabuki Inori, Higashi Setsuna of Fresh Pretty Cure, Ellen Kurokawa of Suite Pretty Cure,Uchida Sasuke,Haruno Sakura,Hatake Kakashi of Naruto Shippuden,Sakata Gintoki,Kagura,Tsukuyo,Shiroyasha,Nobume of Gintama,Erza Scarlet,Jellal Fernandes,Erza Knightwalker,Mistgun,Wendy Marvell ,Kagura Mikazuchi of Fairy Tail, Nura Rikuo of Nurarihyon no Mago, Negima, Sawada Tsunayoshi, Chrome Dokuro,Sasagawa Kyoko, Kyouga Hibari, Mukuro Rokuro, Lal Mirch,Suzuki Adelheid, Kozato Enma, Arcobaleno Yuni, Vongola Primo of KHR, BRS, DM, Chariot, BGS, STR, IBRS of Black Rock Shooter, Shana of SnS III, Miku Hatsune, Kaito of Vocaloid, Homura of Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica, Azusa of K-ON, Elsword, Aisha, Rena, Raven, Eve, Chung, Ara Han of Elsword, Dawn Warrior, Flame Wizard, Wind Archer, Night Walker, Thunder Breaker, Demon Slayer, Mercedes, Phantom, Luminous, Cygnus of MapleStory
Movie: Final Fantasy 7 ACC,Gintama Movie
Favorite Couple: Cloud x Tifa, Noctis x Lightning, Sasuke x Sakura, Tsuna x Kyoko, Kiriha x Nene, BRS x Dante, Yuji x Shana, Max x BS, Kaito x Miku, Machina x Rem, Ace x Deuce, Machina x Ace, Hibari x Tsuna, BRS x Miku, Max Regashi x Ruki Izayomi, Elsword x Aisha, Elsword x Eve, Chung x Lilith, Elsword x Clear
Facebook: Please add me on Facebook
facebook.com/NeneRuki
Twitter: twitter.com/aqualovegoddess
Tumblr: tumblr.com/NeneRuki
Discord: Rukichan#0870
Instagram: aqualovegoddess
My Elsword Character TH status
Akemi34 Lv 51 (Elsword IS)
Sakura34 Lv 39 (Aisha BM)
Ireanstar Lv 42 (Rena TR)
My daily life (being active):
Following this year...
this year, if I graduate university, I no longer be student. I'm still low artist in my life, then next year I will be sick being major depression I will feel atone for my sin, I have no reason to keep alive. I lost my two friend, Rin and Mei I loved...I want to kill myself, become sick...I lost all my emotion...I hate myself because I act much...But I want to die...just my eye became dull....
It's my fault, I made them down. They still hate me...I tried to keep going to catch them be my friend again. I want to apologize, they won't listen to me if I'm going to lose my unconscious become to major depression the reason demon was sealed into broken from my heart, I was been suffering. I don't want to get bad memories from the incidents I want to fix damaged...I was betrayed by Shigami kick me out from Tales of Cafes. and Rin kicked me out from Project Disney good memories I have spending my time with them...I wonder they still hate me, they want me no existence longer? or they want me dead?
I have no intention to keep moving forward doesn't work for me. I have no intention to keep alive...I ended up hurting myself from despair endlessly. I'm tired. I'm very tired. I don't have future anymore. I'm living in the past that I had burden. I want to die.